May 15, 1987
come, surrender; I delight to hear you surrendering for in surrendering it rejoices My Heart, little one! ask Me to use you ...
Father, if I am of any use to You, use me then!
I love you; come, do you wish to write?
I will write if it is Your wish.
do write then;
let it be known that I, Yahweh, willed to enlighten you; your only recourse is Me; My Heart is an abyss of Forgiveness and Mercy; little one, as I have enlightened you, so will I enlighten those who turn to Me;
- Vassula come, be closer to Me, Will you receive Me...
(Silence from my part.)
grieve Me not;
be with Me, purify yourself; love Me;
grieve Me not, beloved...
will you receive Me? ... fill Me with joy and be with Me; love Me, I love you; come to Me more often; receive Me more often; I love you; will you pray with Me? wound Me not,
Beloved Father, purify me with Your Son's Blood,
Father, purify Me with your Son's Body,
Beloved Father, hold away the evil spirit that now tempts me,
(As Jesus was writing it, I was saying it.
I suddenly realised, it was like I woke up after Jesus' prayer. I realised what was happening from the beginning of the message of today. Jesus was calling me to Holy Communion but I was pretending I did not understand. I even felt like answering, no. I was hurting Him and yet I was reluctant to reply, I made Him say it explicitly. Jesus ran to my rescue, I felt I was about to fall. Just after His prayer (He prayed together with me), I realised that I had an evil spirit pulling on me. Strange feeling I had when I felt the evil spirit release his grip on me when the words came "Beloved Father, hold away the evil spirit that now tempts me".
Jesus had put so much force on my hand, my hand felt very heavy, and at the same time I felt His enormous and most powerful strength sustaining me; like a most powerful Giant. After the prayer it was like I woke up.)
come nearer to Me; sanctify yourself; I love you and I will sustain your falls; I will not see you lost; a flower needs to be watered and fertilised to maintain its beauty; I am your Devout Keeper;
I love you;
I love You too.
(Jesus had seen the evil spirit pulling on me, I did not realise it, while the evil spirit was pulling I felt silly. Jesus was very quick to rescue me. Only when the evil spirit's grip released, I realised my close fall! I can't believe what happened!)